It has been a long sizzling summer. I have been on a break from live for a month. I have been back the last few days. The TT app is changing. The app sold and they are making a bunch of changes. I lost a bunch of subs from not being on as much as I was before. But I was going live 35 hours a week and simply burned out. What was supposed to be a 5-day break turned into a 40 day break. I love to stream the tarot show but sometimes it can turn into seeking attention rather than doing decent work. So, to fix this issue I changed to slow down. The work has been much better. Then the changes came. I have been doing a sub only chat. This makes it so you must be a sub to comment on the show. Well yesterday I was in the settings before live and they took that feature away! This really makes us and the coven open to all the fuck heads that think they are very funny. When I call them fuck heads I mean it sincerely. The Abrahamic folks and even the pagans on these platforms are all horrible to everyone. I am at the point I wont work with anyone and just collaborate with my clients and block the rest. I am incredibly lucky to have mods to help but it still ruins the atmosphere when they come in being rude. Before the break there was 109 subs and after the break there is like sixty-seven. I did raise the price because my energy is valuable, and I must rope it in and make some money with the time I do go live.
It has been a very magical summer. Collaborating with new spirits and goddesses have made the live and my life much better. It is crazy how the show has changed and how I have changed. When I started, I tried to work with everyone, but I knew in the bottom of my heart that birds of a feather flock together. I do not have the time or energy to tip toe around every one’s personal belief systems. So, I am open and honest with who I am and find you will attract the same. Mother Lilith Coven is new, but we have incredible magic in our little space.
How do I feel on this Mabon? I feel lucky and I feel beyond blessed by goddess. I have gone much farther than I ever thought I could. As for what is going to happen next, I will do the same, focus on my meditation, and read my books to be a better Tarot Reader.
As Above So Below!
Kitt